Disappointed.

I thought Everything was over and settled. Yes it was over and settled in a very messy, demanding, upset way. (<-This is what i feel.)
I don want to share much here because it's really something very sensitive as i have already share enough.
Although it was put to an end but i guess the worse thing is that such related stuff appear 1week later on some social network which i don't usually spend my time on. I guess, i'm really sensitive to this 1 or 2 particular word/s which indeed upset me.
I didn't do what i did usually(usually i do it face to face/or thru talking on phone...) as i sms-ed it.
It was a VERY crude decision from me. Really.
Saying something like... "i don care anymore." is a very crude decision to me. And yet i said it but i didn't regret it although i'm kinda disappointed. Such decision was made by me because i feel that, that particular person will be hoping that from me...

i hope that person will be happy about it...

Today is just the 9th day of the year and i have broken my recored. Usually i will only say such a crude thing near/around the mid. I guess maybe because this person wanted it so much that i did it right away.