I'm NOT perfect.

In my blog, almost everything are RANDOM! So... since you are here reading this, like it or not,, is really up to you...

In my blog i really typed out how i think, what i feel, things i wanna say and what's in my mind and of course... Vent my anger(in the past?)
Many many times i have thought of deleting my old blog and this blog's past entries although i REALLY REALLY do have the urge to do it but i want to let those happy and unpleasant memories to be a history...

I think i become very real as in a person when i blog... i write down my thoughts here, my struggles, my happiness(not a lot, i know), my emotions, my problems and my troubles.

I thought of deleting almost ALL the entries... But i reallly want to be Real to people about who i am...
I really have thought of things like... ...
What if the person i likes reads this?
What if the person whom likes me reads this?
What if i'm being judged?
What if people dislike me because of all this...?

Then again... i really want people to know who i was/am and what kind of person i am...

But... please take note that... I will never reveal things like...
-my visions
-things that my Heavenly father have spoken to me about...
-things which i feel i need to be improve...
-my crush
-ppl i like/interested

:D This 5 things above, if u wanna know, get to know me better then!
In fact have to be one of my close friends. :)

I really hope i would stop venting my anger and stop writing stupid things on... Blog, Facebook, Twitter and also verbally speaking it out... LOLs... Hopefully i will reaally stop... and of course... i think i should really trust my brother more... it's really unfair for him that all my friends have my trust(even that little bit of trust counts) but... my brother doesn't... Let me be frank... My brother did many many things that made me lose trust in him many time from the day we know how to communicate till now... 1 good example...
Always reading my Dairy w/o my acknowledgement and worse... spreading it to my mom, dad and his friends... Irritating much? Happens many times u know?! Lol... But... i try...
if i nev try, i won't know...

i will love my 2011.

This year will be the best year for me! :D Last year wasn't that bad just got screwed up by nonsensical people. Definitely won't let such a joke happens! I'm going to search for my star! :D

Happy p-p-l-zes please… & being random is part of my life.

Having all those emotions, stressfulness, pressures, negativity thoughts to surrender it all before the altar was great. I’m so free now; I'm feeling so free now; i’m being set free now.
Though i didn’t start my morning right today because of headache but something actually caught my breathe.
i remembered that i always wanted to have pieces of my own sketches, artwork to be kept for myself since young, a beautiful piece.
i’m contented with whatever things/skills;every little-big things i have but i’m never satisfied as improving it/getting a better one is always what i wanted.
I always wanted to know how to make every small little things that i like/interested in(relating to Fashion) since young. Knowing how to draw/create all forms of Art and having myself to expertise in one form of it was what i wish for.
Although i get worn out easily but i’m not and never defeated in running after my dreams.
And i reallly wanna thank my friends who are always behind me supporting me. <3
Haven’t been posting pictures of myself lately…
Was trying to capture a few shots of myself showing off my cheekbone at different angle but it turn out really horrible but it’s okaye. :) I guess i’m not someone who’s good in taking cheekbone pictures neither look good showing off my cheekbone. See… i guess i over tilt up/down my head making the cheekbone not nice…