The Healing Begins.

I’ am feeling so much better now. Well… not physically but mentally. I am very happy that i am no longer looking the side ways of my life but looking ahead… Running/walking/jogging ahead in life.

I wonder why did i even try so hard to carry it back with my own strength when i know my strength alone is not enough. Perhaps i wanted it to be repaired badly? I don’t know…

The side ways of my journey made me so weak in the journey of my life… i was going to crash to the sideways… it was near… Yes, i was already falling so badly at that period of time, suffocating. It was already choking me to death… To be truthful, i couldn’t take it… i wasn’t able to take it… Thanks for cutting me out… Seriously… thanks. :) Although i know that cutting me out was to ease yourself better… Don’t worry. I’m fine already… I’m no longer looking at it anymore. I no longer need to handle it… i am so happy as it was killing me. Really, thank you…

Looking back now, i realize that i’ve had spent so much of my time away on the unworthy… What a waste… Ning, time to get back to your track… All the best, Ning! God Loves you, ning!

Be happy, ning!

Ning, you are living for God. Ain’t for others.
You are called to serve Him and his people but never to please them.
You are look up at Him, so continue to rely in His strength.
Ning, don’t be weary for whatever things had happened, you know you have no control over it but you’ve done your Best. Learn something from each and every situation you’ve been through, whether it’s half way through it or done with it.
All this ain’t a Joke but a barrel to break, to make me stronger so that i can handle it well in the future and be successful in life.
Zining, don’t be weary, nor discourage as you ain’t living for the world but your Almighty God.b c d
God is with you… and may He bless them too.