I know whom i have secretly and peeking-ly have crush with.
I know whom I have keep in my heart under 'interested' category.
I know whom I have envied and thought/wish to be with him.
BUT above and beyond all this Limerences, who said that I will give my heart away easily to those whom is part of what I have mentioned above.
I had 4ex-es 1silent break up(tho its silent but its damn hurtful alright?! Coz the guy's feeling towards me faded.), 1 broke up with me, 2 I broke up with them.
Through this 4puppies and nails, I have been through the ups and downs and I know the sweet and bitter feelings of Love. I know the taste. I know how it smells like.
If you were to ask me about my impression towards Love and relationship, I would say... my overall impression to it is... Sweet!
Although I have made some stupid vow like "only attach after my 19th birthday." That doesn't mean that I won't break my vow.
Let's see about how things goes. Frankly speaking,
1. I don really have many guys friends whom I'm close with. Even those close ones ain't my ideal type.
2. I have this issue of being very conscious of the numbers of times i'm out with guys.(bad things happened in the past which mould me to be like this. Damn it! I hate having such issue! It's depressing!!)
3. After typing all this, I have done my calculation like... long long time ago that... if such issue continues (issue: *refer back to no 1.*), I guess... I will only be attach at the age of 21.
Having so much thought of having a baby by the age 18, I ROFL at myself after doing my calculation last year. Anw... that was just my thought when I was little.
Actually... I want to be a young mummy. Forget about what I have just typed.*
Hmmm...
this is how I plan... I have to at least be a very close friend of my Mr Right for at least 1year then we can talk abt being into r/s. ;)
Dont wanna talk about this topic anymore. Am gg back to nap.
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