I’ am feeling so much better now. Well… not physically but mentally. I am very happy that i am no longer looking the side ways of my life but looking ahead… Running/walking/jogging ahead in life.
I wonder why did i even try so hard to carry it back with my own strength when i know my strength alone is not enough. Perhaps i wanted it to be repaired badly? I don’t know…
The side ways of my journey made me so weak in the journey of my life… i was going to crash to the sideways… it was near… Yes, i was already falling so badly at that period of time, suffocating. It was already choking me to death… To be truthful, i couldn’t take it… i wasn’t able to take it… Thanks for cutting me out… Seriously… thanks. :) Although i know that cutting me out was to ease yourself better… Don’t worry. I’m fine already… I’m no longer looking at it anymore. I no longer need to handle it… i am so happy as it was killing me. Really, thank you…
Looking back now, i realize that i’ve had spent so much of my time away on the unworthy… What a waste… Ning, time to get back to your track… All the best, Ning! 
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