My 1st time calling the police. So scary!!! T.T

On 2nd of October, around 12.45am, i was using my computer… Then suddenly some loud noises caught my attention that i opened my room’s window and heard people shouting. It sounded like there was about 7people or more. From the tone of how their conversation was being exchanged, it sounded like they were quarrelling fiercely, then i heard a very loud “BANG!” as if something was being hit broken. I then realise that all these commotions came from the park just right beside my block. When i look down from the window, i saw some indians running away. I saw some passerby tilting their head to the back at a certain direction as they walk at the same time, while hearing some indians(?) quarrelling among themselves yet again. While they were making all these commotions, i saw some indians leaving that particular spot which i couldn’t see clearly from my view. The commotion settled down but their conversation was still a disturbance to the neighborhood.

Report writing sibo?!

After these long 30-45minutes of disturbance, the police finally came! :D The Police somehow caught? Gathered? a group of indians(definitely more than 4) and made them leave the neighborhood. i think some stayed because i was still able to hear their voice…Anyway…. Yayyy! So Peaceful now! :D

But actualllly right, those gangster didn’t leave just that they are much more quieter…   :D shiokness! SLEEP!

WARM TO DEATH

 

Picture Uploadz~

Actuallly i can’t get into bed now. I am feeeling very very warmzzz… Alright, i am done with my picture uploading… i shalll force myselfff to beddd nowwwwww~

WARM TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My O’LEVEL EXAM Time-Table

SUBJECT NAME	EXAM DATE	START TIME(Bold=Ending time)	DURATION
Science Practical(Chemistry&Physics)	21-Oct-2010	(To Be Confirm)	1hour30mins
English Paper1	25-Oct-2010	1.30pm.    END3.15pm.	1hour45mins
English Paper2	25-Oct-2010	4.o0pm.    END5.40pm.	1hour40mins
Math Paper1	26-Oct-2010	2.30pm.    END4.30pm.	2hour
Math Paper2	27-Oct-2010	2.30pm.    END5.00pm.	2hour30mins
Science Paper3(Physics/Chemistry)	29-Oct-2010	2.30pm.    END4.45pm.	1hour15mins
Science Paper2(Physics/Chemistry)	01-Nov-2010	2.00pm.    END3.15pm.	1hour15mins
Geography Elective)	02-Nov-2010	8.00am.    END9.30am.	1hour30mins
Social Studies	08-Nov-2010	8.00am.    END9.30am.	1hour30mins
*ART**************	10-Nov-2010	2.00pm.    END5.00pm.	3HOURS!!!
Science Paper1(Physics/Chemistry)	12-Nov-2010	2.30pm.    END3.30pm.	1hour
everything officially ends	12-Nov-2010	4.00pm.    END???????	UNTIL i found a job!

Alright… It’s UPZ here nowz! Do remember to pray for me… My Target TOTAL/OVERALL Result points are… 15-18points! BUT! My MAIN aim/target iszzzz 15points!

I HOPEZZZZ I’LL GET 1POINT FOR MYZZZ ARTZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3POINTS FOR MY MATH!!!!!!!!!!!

3POINTS FOR MY ENGLISHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

The rest… i don’t know… Never really go and think about it… at least… A PASSSSSS!

Thanks people! Love you alllll~

If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

Don't be Naive. Not All your bestfriends are wise. Not all of them will be always behind your back nor in foront of you waiting for you/cheering you on.

Ask me anything you want... not too personal.

What's one food you'll never eat again?

ONIONS!

Ask me anything you want... not too personal.

What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

Forest... So many different kinds of lovely insects and... TREES! Can't wait for my next trip to pluck durians! :D

Ask me anything you want... not too personal.

Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

Yes, had fever and my boss thought i was trying to give away that working position to someone else.

Ask me anything you want... not too personal.

I miss my friend…

I miss her so much… Although this friendship is broken but it wasn’t meant to be from the very start. Where are you Renee? Seriously, where are you? Where have you been to? Where have you gone to all this while? I miss you so much… So badly…

 

Same face, same voice, same handwriting but different heart.

I left a long msg for you there. There’s 2 posts for you.

I’ve think twice, i’ve think thrice and i’ve think many many times before deciding to write your name down here and that 2posts there. I’m Sorry… but i miss you badly.

Hopefully when i’m able to find you again, i hope… I’ll not be too old to be friends with you again.

I hope she will do well for her N’levels. Probably getting 14-16points should be no problem for her~ :)

Life doesn`t give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, & to make you into the person you were meant to be.

Love tumblr quotes. As always, it never fail to bring a smile to me.

i Hate all of your Sorry-s. I really do!

I’m Sorry for doing this… I’m Sorry that… I HATE most of your apologies people. I don’t like it at all! Have you people ever think of being Thankful than being Sorry? I just want to say… If any of you people decided to walk out of my life, DON’T EVER come and apologies to me. I DON’T and NEVER need any of your apologies… and i HATE all of your apologies. Seriously, i do. Your apologies is not even needed nor wanted if you choose to walk out of someone else's life in the first place.

i know i’m never perfect. Anyone, everyone can expect so much from me, expecting from me. Just to let you know, if you expect from me, be prepared to be disappointed by me…. Just incase!

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Anyway, i decided to move to a new account and keep my old account empty and alive not wanting to delete it away is because i think i’ve given/created much memories for my friends there… All the posts and comments made by me are still alive. i can choose to delete it and have all the comments made by me to be out in your account TOTALLY but i told myself not to be selfish by putting you at the center of everything. If you want it to be out, you know what?  You can delete it away yourself one by one. :) but i don’t think any of my friends would do it. Unless, that person really hate me to the core. 

I’m not afraid to let the world know…

After been through so much, so much… i refuse to believe. I refuse to take it in.

I really still believe in Friends Forever. I believe it exist. I really do. Call me naive, dumb, idoit, stupid… alll those words you would use on me. I really do still believe that ‘friends forever’ do exist. Friends, exist. Because… i really do. Because i believe. Because they are always around me. I only have 1 best friend. The only one that reallly always stepping into my life giving me a helping hand, always encouraging me. Always pushing me. Always cheering me on. She is still with me. She is my best friend. :D

You can say it, you can tell how many best friends you have… You might be someone who would say you have a lot of best friends in life…

To me, i don’t need a lot of best friends. All i need is 1. Just that 1, it’s enough. I promise myself that no matter how busy i am, no matter how many activities have caught up with me but to never neglect those whom i treasure, those whom are precious in my life.

i mean it.

The Healing Begins.

I’ am feeling so much better now. Well… not physically but mentally. I am very happy that i am no longer looking the side ways of my life but looking ahead… Running/walking/jogging ahead in life.

I wonder why did i even try so hard to carry it back with my own strength when i know my strength alone is not enough. Perhaps i wanted it to be repaired badly? I don’t know…

The side ways of my journey made me so weak in the journey of my life… i was going to crash to the sideways… it was near… Yes, i was already falling so badly at that period of time, suffocating. It was already choking me to death… To be truthful, i couldn’t take it… i wasn’t able to take it… Thanks for cutting me out… Seriously… thanks. :) Although i know that cutting me out was to ease yourself better… Don’t worry. I’m fine already… I’m no longer looking at it anymore. I no longer need to handle it… i am so happy as it was killing me. Really, thank you…

Looking back now, i realize that i’ve had spent so much of my time away on the unworthy… What a waste… Ning, time to get back to your track… All the best, Ning! God Loves you, ning!

My new place. My new home.

So many things happened from the month of June until now. It has ended, i hope. No matter how discourage, disappointed it had bring forth through it, i’m thankful. I’m really thankful that i’ve learnt something fruitful.
To those who was hoping that this would happen, well… you can rejoice now. Like seriously…
Anyway… Lzn-zining will no longer be use. I’ll no longer blog there. I’ll not take a step in there anymore or at least, for the moment.
Peace… i’ll catch you later… i need you badly. I can bear the pain no longer. No longer.
I so hate it there. i hate lzn-zining. i hate it there…
Hopefully i’ll end this quickly and stop getting myself distracted from studying…

Be happy, ning!

Ning, you are living for God. Ain’t for others.
You are called to serve Him and his people but never to please them.
You are look up at Him, so continue to rely in His strength.
Ning, don’t be weary for whatever things had happened, you know you have no control over it but you’ve done your Best. Learn something from each and every situation you’ve been through, whether it’s half way through it or done with it.
All this ain’t a Joke but a barrel to break, to make me stronger so that i can handle it well in the future and be successful in life.
Zining, don’t be weary, nor discourage as you ain’t living for the world but your Almighty God.b c d
God is with you… and may He bless them too. 

mEOW…

This is my precious O beloved Meow meow… Yeah, for some reason, i changed her name to Meow meow last year. My Happy Bun bun!  Love her to the MAX~

Happy p-p-l-zes please… & being random is part of my life.

Having all those emotions, stressfulness, pressures, negativity thoughts to surrender it all before the altar was great. I’m so free now; I'm feeling so free now; i’m being set free now.
Though i didn’t start my morning right today because of headache but something actually caught my breathe.
i remembered that i always wanted to have pieces of my own sketches, artwork to be kept for myself since young, a beautiful piece.
i’m contented with whatever things/skills;every little-big things i have but i’m never satisfied as improving it/getting a better one is always what i wanted.
I always wanted to know how to make every small little things that i like/interested in(relating to Fashion) since young. Knowing how to draw/create all forms of Art and having myself to expertise in one form of it was what i wish for.
Although i get worn out easily but i’m not and never defeated in running after my dreams.
And i reallly wanna thank my friends who are always behind me supporting me. <3
Haven’t been posting pictures of myself lately…
Was trying to capture a few shots of myself showing off my cheekbone at different angle but it turn out really horrible but it’s okaye. :) I guess i’m not someone who’s good in taking cheekbone pictures neither look good showing off my cheekbone. See… i guess i over tilt up/down my head making the cheekbone not nice…

When we were a child back then…

  “    When i was a child, i never know what 'Ugly' meant. When pictures of me was taken, i never once complain about how i look. The doodles i drew were always seems to be the most beautiful piece of Art. Even when i met the nastiest person on earth, i never once used the word 'Ugly' on them even when i’m hurt by them emotionally, physically and rationally. Not until i was taught/learnt to use it, not until i have grown up…    ”

Don’t you find the above paragraph familiar? Perhaps we were all about the same when we were young in terms of thinking due to our innocence.
How many times have we now used the word 'Ugly' on certain subject? Or probably using it describing ourselves…
Perhaps we are all ugly in one or in another way in terms of our attitude/character/behavior but i always believe that no matter how ugly a person can be, there’s always a beautiful side of them.