Saturday, July 10, 2010

Happy p-p-l-zes please… & being random is part of my life.

DSC05672 - Copy Having all those emotions, stressfulness, pressures, negativity thoughts to surrender it all before the altar was great. I’m so free now; I'm feeling so free now; i’m being set free now.
Though i didn’t start my morning right today because of headache but something actually caught my breathe.
i remembered that i always wanted to have pieces of my own sketches, artwork to be kept for myself since young, a beautiful piece.
i’m contented with whatever things/skills;every little-big things i have but i’m never satisfied as improving it/getting a better one is always what i wanted.
I always wanted to know how to make every small little things that i like/interested in(relating to Fashion) since young. Knowing how to draw/create all forms of Art and having myself to expertise in one form of it was what i wish for.
Although i get worn out easily but i’m not and never defeated in running after my dreams.
And i reallly wanna thank my friends who are always behind me supporting me. <3
Haven’t been posting pictures of myself lately…
Was trying to capture a few shots of myself showing off my cheekbone at different angle but it turn out really horrible but it’s okaye. :) I guess i’m not someone who’s good in taking cheekbone pictures neither look good showing off my cheekbone.DSC05581 See… i guess i over tilt up/down my head making the cheekbone not nice…DSC05647 - CopyDSC05709 - CopyDSC05638

Thursday, July 8, 2010

When we were a child back then…

Inez van Lamsweerde and Vinoodh Matadin’s best shot
  “    When i was a child, i never know what 'Ugly' meant. When pictures of me was taken, i never once complain about how i look. The doodles i drew were always seems to be the most beautiful piece of Art. Even when i met the nastiest person on earth, i never once used the word 'Ugly' on them even when i’m hurt by them emotionally, physically and rationally. Not until i was taught/learnt to use it, not until i have grown up…   

Don’t you find the above paragraph familiar? Perhaps we were all about the same when we were young in terms of thinking due to our innocence.
How many times have we now used the word 'Ugly' on certain subject? Or probably using it describing ourselves…
Perhaps we are all ugly in one or in another way in terms of our attitude/character/behavior but i always believe that no matter how ugly a person can be, there’s always a beautiful side of them.